| | Current Music: | the hgtv channel | | Time: | 05:15 pm | | Current Mood: | hungry |
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| 1. Honestly, are you happy right now? yes
2. Honestly, what color is your underwear? purple and gray
3. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? wondering how long it will take for dinner to be ready
4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? drinking a blue moon and filling this shit out
5. Honestly, what did you do today? woke up at noon , packed , drove to my parents' house , helped my dad fix my car , opened the blue moon , sat down at the computer , began typing this .
6. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? attractive ? try hot . :)
7. Honestly, have you done something bad today? if you count that homeless man i ran over on the way up ... then , no .
8. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? folks , i have five channels . it's called the rabbit ear special .
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? yes ... johnny depp's wife
10. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? not having anything to do
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? not in a serious way
12. Honestly, what is your mood right now? HUNGRY !
13. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? krista seems to think i'm anorexic ... but my love handles say differently
14. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? not really
15. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? yes ... i'm actually an alien
16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? i don't hate anyone , besides the president
17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? i'm gonna hug my bottle of beer
18. Honestly, are you loyal? yes
19. Honestly are you in denial? about what ? what the fuck
20. Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? let's see ... fill out this questionaire or have sex , what do you think ?
21. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol? i am currently
22. Honestly, do you like someone? i have a quasi-crush , but nothing serious
23. Honestly, does anyone like you? every damn person i know , or even meet ... i'm irresitable
24. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them? yes , but it'll never work 'cause i already have a wife ... mrs. nikki ngreotleyonhuis , or something like that
25. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly? honestly , yes | comments: Leave a comment  |
| what's up . just wanted to let you all know that i'll be out of town starting tonight as soon as the swimming stuff is over until probably wed night / thursday morning .
i'm sure this has already spread throughout the dept. by now , but for those of you who haven't had your ears to the door , here's why i won't be here ...
i got done at conseco saturday night and i had a voice mail from my mom . i called her back and she let me know my grampa passed away . this wasn't out of the blue , two weeks ago i was up there because he had surgery for cancer in his abdomen . so ! i'm driving to merrillville tonight , and then to wisconsin tomorrow .
my request ... i know you all love me , and i love all of you . but ... the best way for me to deal with all of this right now is to not think about it . that might change after i get back , but for now ... just treat me like normal . if everyone is constantly asking how i am , it just reminds me of how i am , which isn't that great . i know i'll need to talk about everything in time ... but that time is definitely not now . SO ! thank you all , even if you haven't said anything .
good luck at auditions ( i will be there for the second night ) and i'll see all ya'll on thursday ( cross my fingers )
:-D ~ dee | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | ha ! | | Time: | 12:54 am |
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| two words :
skinny dipping but npt quite
ok ... so that was more than two but shoot me all right ?
a couple more words ... i lvoe you gyys . damnit ... iw hsound've remembe rnot to make posts when drunk ... laugh all you want ... i will be too tomoorrow when i read this and can['t remember wiritnig it .
god damn .
is saturday here ye t? | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| the world is coming to an end , right ?
so , i'm postive that the apocalypse is upon us . things are going oddly wrong , in ways that until now were unimaginable . nothing horrible ... just ... weird . krista informed me after rehearsal tonight that it's because the planets are aligning , and we just had a lunar eclipse and will shortly have a solar eclipse as well . to this i replied ... that's fucked up . profound , i know . but it definitely accounts for the weirdness of the past few months , especially the past few days , and because i could find no one else to blame ... this will have to do .
but one thing is for sure , things are a bit fucked up ... out of place ... does anyone agree with me ? or am i just crazy ?
( ok , so we know i'm crazy , but still , do you guys agree ? ) | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| i had a fabulous night . french toast for dinner ! and just hanging out and chillin' ... like villians ... that was horribly corny and i appologize . but i digress ... i'm happy , and i think he is too , which makes me happy .
yay . | comments: Leave a comment  |
| in keeping with the theme of today , as follows are a few things i am thankful for .
1. spending time with friends being absolutely ridiculous . 2. my mom and brother coming down yesterday to visit me . 3. bbq ... stuff . 4. denny's . 5. not leaving my room at all . 6. non-titled good times . 7. hugs and kisses . | comments: Leave a comment  |
| i know i don't say this enough , and after these past events i want you all to know , i love you guys . if it wasn't for my friends , i'd have nothing . and no matter what time of day or night , feel free to call me , come to my place , whatever you need , i'm always here for each and every one of you . i don't know what else to say . | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | dave matthews - save me | | Time: | 11:55 am | | Current Mood: | contemplative |
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| how about you take a ride with me we could kill some time , shoot the breeze he said " every whispering wind and second counts " oh , maybe if you walk , but you should drive around
save me save me mr. walking man , if you can come on , save me save me mr. stranger , if you please save me , save me stranger , if you please or am i too far gone to get back home to get back home i don't need you to stop the sunshine , no i don't need you to turn water into wine , no i don't need you to , to fly i'm just asking you to save me | comments: Leave a comment  |
| same thing we do every night pinky ... try to take over the world .
i think it was just a bad karma day for everyone . that and we'd all been down each other's throats for the show for a good two weeks straight . and the rest i'll leave to my demi-gods ...
Life is very short, and there's no time For fussing and fighting, my friend. I have always thought that it's a crime, So I will ask you once again.
Try to see it my way, Only time will tell if I am right or I am wrong. While you see it your way There's a chance that we may fall apart before too long. We can work it out, We can work it out. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| excuse me whilst i rant ...
i agree with chris m. there is a lot of talking behind backs going on . not that there's anything we can do about it , but it still aggravates me . sometimes i think it'd be nice if we could all just say what we thought , and get answers to our questions . but alas , life sucks , and we have to play along with its stupid little game , give in to the rumors and insecurities , put on a facade to talk to certain people , and deal with jealousies that unnecessary . if only ... i don't know , just " if only " . this semester has been a huge steaming pile of shit ... but it's already midterms and fall break , and i think the time away from everything will help us all .
ranting done , thanks for your patience . | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| you all know what i'm talking about . and besides that , i don't quite know how to respond , except to say i'm flattered ... and that is a hilarious analogy .
the force is strong with this one ...
( sorry , i couldn't help myself . ) | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| white trash prom . and i got waaaaaay too trashed , and i appologize for my resulting actions . however , many kudos to krista for talking me into that dress . it was fantastic . ha . so wow . just about everyone looked fantastic . the best part wasn't even at the party , it was right after the show . i walked out in front of Ransberg and looked to my right and saw the funniest thing ever . there was this guy in the most hideous mullet with the most hideous mustache , and the most hideous clothes to match , for a good 10 seconds i didn't realize it was lendell . him and sonja were fantastic . they done were the bestest king an' queen of the white trash prom ever . so , when i woke up this morning , there was this glorious ten mintues in which i completely forgot what happened last night , until i got up and looked in the mirror and " bobbi sue " was looking back at me . here's a good chuckle to no inhibitions . an' i done had the best date at that there prom . my cousin , billie jean , she was the prettiest girl there , an' she was with me . sara and emily - it was fantastic , and more themed parties are a must . | comments: Leave a comment  |
| white trash prom is tonight and i couldn't be more excited . i got the most hideous dress to wear . it's so far on the end of the ugly spectrum that it's actually pretty again . opening night was fantastic . my crew was on top of everything , the actors were faboo ... it was great . and krista , brian , rissa , and myself went shopping beforehand and i got a new top , so i felt awesome . i don't know why , but things seem right now . the stress of the show is subsiding , things are returning to normal , and i feel good .
this isn't as good as it gets ... but it feels fucking great to me . | comments: Leave a comment  |
| i have problems . plural .
this show will either be the death of me , or the early insanity of me . as soon as i get up in the booth and put on the headset , it's all gravy . but every bloody second leading up to , and afterwards , is complete and total craziness . i have ass loads off stuff to do , and i need about a 36 hour day to get it all done in . because right now , shit is getting done , but during my sleeping hours , which makes for one very unhappy and bitchy me . blah . and in a completely unrelated topic , other things are going quite swimmingly . isn't it funny that just as soon as it seems your life is falling apart , you find a piece of duct tape ? analogies are fun . peanut butter and egg beaters ... that's what i say .
so i lied ... i'm already crazy . :-D | comments: Leave a comment  |
| sorry if i freaked you guys out or anything ... but i'm better now . talking about things is gooooooooooooooooood . that's all for now ... my bed is calling my name ... and that kinda turns me on , and at the same time scares me , because my bed shouldn't be talking . g'nite all . | comments: Leave a comment  |
| so today was Q2Q , and surprisingly enough , the pants shitting wasn't as bad as i thought . after the opening cue , it seemed to flow pretty naturally . and even thought the designers and myself were there for an un-godly amount of time , it was " hella " fun . ok , i just got distracted because evan is talking about his cock . but moving on ... i don't know what else to say . i'm exhausted and it's way too late / too early for me to be thinking . yay for my first entry ! | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
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